Feel like I’m losing myself lately,
New location, new life, new challenges,
Feel as if I’m letting the influence of my new found surroundings corrupt and lead me towards a path that even if Simon said to follow I’d ignore,
But..I don’t know…well..Simon can lead to Americans being idols & I do have a thing for music but even that seems to be frustrating me,
I put real life stories into these songs but lately people been suggesting I go away from the poetical roots, lean more on a trap sound, lean more towards a commercial sound…so…I stay reminding myself commercials last about 20 seconds and I plan on having my artistry last a lifetime,
I need another lifeline, feel like I’m wasting mine,
Feel like I wasted mine,
Need a girl who must have a nice waistline,
Something you’d only hear coming from a shallow mind,
Mine..mine is deep,
Yet family & friends think my IQ lower than people’s standards when their under the influence,
They think I have more empty space in my temple than mansions left unattended,
Maybe it’s true,
Maybe it’s false,
I just know I’m at fault for letting so much get to me recently,
I’ve loss touch with my inner self,
I don’t have much time to myself anymore,
Don’t have much time to replace those bandages at the end of every week like I use to,
So my wounds are not healing like they should be,
I’m not where I should be mentally and emotionally.
– Kenny Rhymes
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